tired ?? yes i guess ..
from wht ?? my life ..
why ?? b'coz i alwys fall in love ..
so ?? make tht feeling dissapear , can ?




speechless -,-'

my soulmate ?? mybe .. perhaps :/

do you believe in soulmates ?
people think a soul mate is ur perfect fit and that wht i wants ..
cnfuse , a lttle bit  .. but why must him ! urghh !
since high school till now we alwys meet by chnce ..
at frst i hate him but now .. hmm ,
when ever we meet and talk to each other thre alwys end it with a fght ..
the frst tme tht i meet him tht were at my school cnteen but tht tme he were someone else lover then they relation come to the end but then i meet him again ..
after several month i meet him again with another girl but the girl was my closer friend , she bring him to my house but not for long they relationship come to the end to ..
2 or 1 mnth later i coincidence meet him at the street .. he was drving .. but i saw him fce to fce ..
after svral week he find me and ask me to be his girl but i cnnot accpt him coz he once had been my closer friend lover ..
after 2 or 3 month later i meet him again with his new girl that was my friend but not for long their relation come to end  .. then not for long i meet him again ..
cnfuse :/
why i alwys meet him , when he were single and in a relationship and then sngle again  .. why !! urgh !!
many say he might be my soulmate but .. we been tgethr for 2 times and end up tht relation coz of ur ego .. urghh !!! if for the 3 tmes we bck togthr i just hope that ur reltion will nver end again :/

it's not fair :/

tiktok tiktok .. time is running out but yet i still standing alone here ..
guys ! u so lucky after u make me hurt so much now u hve a better life with a better person but i still alone here and my life , no meaning anymore -.-'

why me ! not them !
they doesn't deserve a better life !!
thre once come a man that love me but i'm the one that destroy that feeling , sorry ! but deep inside my heart thre no more that feeling anymore .. love ?? for me thre no meaning .. :'(
my heart had hurt for 3 times and that r enough already :')

so many friend but only one that care about me but the one that i care so much doesn't give a damn care about me .. thnks so much !

walking alone in a dark street then i saw thre a light that inspire me to move on but yet i still standing in my past , why ! mybe i'm still cannot move on .. so many sin that i done but yet i still make the same mistake , people make mistake every day and evry moment .. but people still judge u as a jerk even u doesn't make a mistake !

sometime u need a person that would push u away from the dark side ..

revenge , forgiveness ??
i doesn't give a fuck to forgive and forget the person that talk behind me and bckstb me !

regret ?? yes :'(
i thought that you're a liar but that was only my thought not a fact ,
maybe i shouldn't text , maybe i shouldn't doubt about you that time ..
now it's make realize that i deeply guilty toward you , thanks for making me such a jerk :')

*last night she told me everything that make me thought that maybe it my fault bcoz i can't trust a guy anymore bcoz of my past .. maybe letting you go was not a good decision  ..

i'm so damn sorry my beloved for letting you go :'(
apologize ?? i'm afraid that you won't accpt my apologize ..
stab my heart and tell him that i'm so regret for letting him go :'(